
the only reason why you´re here is because i pictured you here before. i closed my eyes and i could smell your skin, i took a deep breath and i could hear your voice, and every step of the way i felt arms around me and it all seemed so familiar. i wasnt nervous, i was anxious to live everything i had already known about your nights. its true i wasnt sure what to do with my eyes, where to put my voice how to move my hands, you were there too. its true i was all me. and the fact that now it became true cannot be a fact anymore. i cant breathe and somewhere in my stomach there is a hollow point, it tickles and my hands get cold instantly, i cant feel my heart beating anymore and my head is spinning. you breathe, fill me up, warm up every inch, every word i say is my heart beating and you re holding my head in your hands.